I've been playing Fossilized Wonders though haven't cleared Normal yet...
So, I played after written above, then this. It seems to has critical perspective against issues of today's Modern-civilized-society I feel, and that is not only based on my attitude of conscious I guess. By the way, recently I almost draw in tranquility and these two doodles were drawn with listening some albums. When I draw in silence, my thoughts often kinda busy so music is good especially when I want to enjoy drawing.
And before I play th20, I played quickly th6, 13 and 14. Then I fascinated to Kagerou Imaizumi, and Seiga & Yoshika. Especially the couple, I craze in them as immoral GL and Death Metal maniac. Favor in dead, putrid love... It's more aesthetic maybe that think their relationship with Seiga's hobby of "displaying her might".
Seiyoshi with Pacorepkin and Dead Soldier from Shiren. I like cheap palody or crossover too...
15.9.25 (Mon)
An excuse for my style
Pervert literally fever over Japanーor rather, the earth, it makes us depress. I wanna hell for xenophobic, racist or eugenic scum.
By the way, I'd like to write here about my drawing style. I have been think several thoughts about drawing, especially after I started to draw Touhou fanarts in last year, and here's results of some experiments such as so-called ZUN style, or only use brush for lineart etc. From these trials I gained sense in my hand, eyes and brain I feel, and now, I almost orientated my style with influences from old thingsーin from a little while ago to hundreds distance.
I was suspicious for "style" notion I guess, but now overcame such mentality. BTW, I have kinda preference for draw hands or some objects.
The artists I admire and influenced especially are Minene Sakurano, Yumiko Oshima, and Nui Nakato. My range of favor is wide, but probably no need to think use all of them consciously.
What problem for me was state of only draw fanarts of a same series I guess, So drawn original stuff recently (see "arts" page) was good for my attitude maybe. However, original and fanarts are same as analogon of imaginal object, in current my understand.
10.7.25 (thu)
Empathy, rationalism, anachronism
Kogasa Tatara, who appears as stage 2 BOSS in TH 12, Undefined Fantastic Objects - Has so charming character. And now, the world seems have lack of mind like her.
"The Closed Passage of Clouds"
Her mentality which behind her speech to the maiden or magician, seems like rather important theme than just her character figure. So, it feels humanity.
Modern asses must learn from her, by recognize the importance of "worthless" stuff, or reading classics.
The Cheery Forgotten Umbrella
Today, we hopelessly human, seem like couldn't take peace of mind without unreasonable thoughts due to unbearable cruel brutal insane contexts of the world, but anachronists might be littlely privileged.
